One of my biggest motivators is thinking of myself on my deathbed being very old, with most of my life behind me and looking back. I imagine how pleased I am going to be with myself about how I lived my life. I find that this is what truly motivates me to change things.
I absolutely dread being angry with myself for not living my life the way I wanted to. For not fulfilling at least some of my potential. Letting my talents and passions go to waste... Or for listening to the negative voice that dissuaded me from going for what I really wanted.
It is my big fear that fear and lack of trust in myself will stop me. I often ask myself, what if I am good enough once I start, but I let fear get in the way.
I know I don't want to be old and look back and be angry with myself for not trying to work with my voices and defy everything I have learned to be true.
What if it's just fear and lack of self-confidence that stop me from living it out?
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