but who am I?

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so I thought I know myself, I thought I was aware of my strengths and weaknesses and what I wanted and didn't want. Turns out, everything can get turned upside down. By your thinking. By selecting your thoughts and developing new thoughts, you can change everything about your life.

I've recently read in a Louise Hay book if I am not mistaken, but I will take time to search for it, that you can select your thoughts like you select food from a menu in a restaurant. You select the ones you like and nourish you. If you understand this and start practicing it, the changes can be downright astonishing. You don't have to believe the thoughts at first, practice is key, even if you don't believe it at first. It's a roller-coaster right now. I look back at so many stages and think to myself, how could I live like that? What was that like anyway. Imagine looking back at right now from years ahead.

It means nothing the way you have lived up to now. The mistakes you have made, the missed opportunities mean nothing. Anything can start now, from what seems like nothing.
The place where you are at right now is produced by the thoughts you have been thinking so far. If you don't like it, change your thoughts to get other results. Whatever beliefs you hold about yourself not being capable or worthy of better can change by selecting thoughts that work for you. You are the governor of your mind! You are in the driver's seat.